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Ryan cosplays a gang-stalking victim

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I'm afraid I'm going to jump around a lot with dates in this story and it won't be in chronological order, but mostly I want to share the times I felt scared for my life, because everything else is repairable. If this part of the story doesn't come first, there may not be a follow up blog post.  My lease at  Halcyon  started April 1, 2025, but I'd been sick and probably didn't move in until April 10 or April 12.  Immediately a lot of weird & scary stuff started happening on my devices and around the building. The front desk staff refused to acknowledge it and my roommate played the same game until I kicked him out.  So by the time this conversation with Ryan happens I'd been  living alone in the apartment (actually almost all of building 1000 was almost totally vacant except for me) Date: Early late June/Early July 2024 One of the many unnerving things was seeing my phone contacts constantly disappearing & re-appearing. Information I'd included o...

Airing my dirty laundry

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"bE CaREful wHAT yOu POst oNLiNE, yOU cOUld get a DEfamatiOn lAwsUIt" Is unfortunately pretty good advice. As a chronic oversharer this is gonna take a lot of restraint. A LOT The only thing holding me back before was "yOU lOok CRaZy" . And I hesitated. I searched through my mountains of files to attach supporting evidence with my posts.To prove a point to my haters. And then I remembered, "💭 since when do I GAF if I look crazy 💭" My self-esteem clearly has taken a serious hit. I decided to sleep on it. I was still tired. I slept a few more days on it. I'm still tired. My brain is tired, my body is tired. It's been that way since the summer of 2024. But the last of my two brain cells have mustered enough power to handle this in a thoughtful and methodical way and after consulting a lawyer I'm learning that sharing too many details could be twisted against me in court. I'm still gonna share. For the practical reaso...

A "Director"

 One of  creepiest things that happened while I lived in unit 1203 of The Halcyon in Charleston was seeing the google search bar populate itself with text I wasn't writing.  He/She wrote that he was filming a simulation movie and I later discovered pages and pages of shared "scripts" in my google docs accounts, starting from sept, some with scarily odd parallels to my life.  I haven't read most of these, because it's far too unsettling. But I'll include the email addresses in the group that had access, whether they're just bot accounts, my guess is as good as yours, but the writing surely took a massive amount of time. Happy  * shudder *  reading ajmotika@google.com, apps-docs-eng@google.com, asst.eval.test.9218@gmail.com, asst.eval.test.9300@gmail.com, asst.eval.test.9500@gmail.com, asst.eval.test.9501@gmail.com, asst.eval.test.9502@gmail.com, asst.eval.test.9503@gmail.com, asst.eval.test.9504@gmail.com, asst.eval.test.9505@gmail.com, asst.eval.tes...

STALKING BLOG INTRO -

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If you've made it this far you've probably seen many dramatic social media posts from me. If it looked like this, it also felt like this.       I have no idea what's going on either, except that the more I post, the more the surveillance slows down. The dates and times will need a lot of thought as one week while I was digitally kidnapped felt like months.  In time, there will be lawyers & reports, forensic engineers exc, but for now I'm creating a public place to organize my thoughts. Authorities were zero help, even going out of their way to make things worse.  I'm doing my best to make light of my experience, because framing my story this way gives me back some sense of power, but while it was happening it was anything but, I thought of suicide many times and cried hysterically everyday.  My stalker was very aware of this, because he was watching the camera on all of my devices, but ruthlessly continued, so now this is going viral.